not in school
hehehe
dady is the one who ask me to stay home
maybe tomorrow also escape school
because dady want to bring us to kk
and sleep there for one night
i cried
after saw the picture of 4 delta in cencen blog
i felt warmness and love
but it seems that i can't fell it anymore
since i'm in the school that "i rather die" then went they for study
huh!
since i tranfer there.
all of the joy in my heart turns black
all seem gloomy
fake face everyday
plastic all the time
my ear start to bleed because all that i can heard from their mouth is stupid word that i never want to say
What are they thinking saying the words easily
i miss my old life with...
the time that...
i have friends to talk to
i have friends that giving thier shoulder when i need it
i have friend that can make me laugh and stop crying
i have friends that can make me feel comfortable
i have friends that make me more mature
the time that...
i'm having a great time
i'm feeling the life..
today is called the present
but i never felt it like a present
it seem like a nightmare to me
a nightmare that never going to be better
but always going on and on never off
i don't have the friends that can make me smile and stop crying
i don't have real friend like i have in my old life
now i'm having a friend that is using me
all the time
when they need me they called me
when they talk about me they don't think about my feelings
huhuhu
it seems that i will never get my life back but i try my hard to study silently
and every minute that i have i pray that i will have my life back
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